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♥ [24 Feb 2007|03:42am] [ mood | In Love ] [ music | My fan ] I'm in love. And this isn't the "oh I'm in a realationship so I love my boyfriend" kinda love. (That's bullshit and doesn't mean a thing) This is the I refuse to say I love you until I actually mean it kinda love. The I want to spend the rest of my life and more with you kinda love. The I want to have your babies kinda love. The most amazing feeling I've ever felt in my life kinda love. And I am in love with the most amazing guy I have ever met in my life. He is my other half. I have never had a connection with any guy like I do with him. I Love Him. ♥ 3 | Filled Their Hearts

Tada! [30 Jan 2007|07:46pm] [ mood | chipper ] YOU ARE A MAJOR PAIN IN THE ASS AND THE MOST FLAMING BITCH I HAVE EVER MET. 2 | Filled Their Hearts

I have too much time on my hands. [13 Mar 2006|05:03pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | The news ] 6 | Filled Their Hearts

FRIENDS ONLY! [21 Jun 2005|10:00pm] [ mood | WTF is going on????!!!! ] [ music | Co and Ca - The Crowing ] I Know I already have a friends only thing and my journal has been friends only for like ever but I just got bored and felt like making another one.....So ya just speak up if you want me to add you! <3 24 | Filled Their Hearts

[15 Feb 2005|08:10pm] If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you. 13 | Filled Their Hearts

[13 Feb 2005|03:50pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | A mixed cd alissa made for me ] I relised tomarrow is valentines day and I cried. 4 | Filled Their Hearts

[29 Jan 2005|06:46pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | The Killers - Jenny was a friend of mine ] Bowling = Grungy guy who doesn't shower wearing muscle pants with chickens all over them and they were too small kept staring at me and I almost cried. Gebo talked to me today and I think Phil thinks I bite. Wore an amazing outfit today, I was proud! Got more costumes for the play almost done that. Wanted to hang out with someone today but didn't get to so goes my life. blah blah blah blah I wish I had more things to say but I don't......... 2 | Filled Their Hearts

Hayden I love him!!!! [28 Dec 2004|10:47pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Muse - Hysteria ] Alright this picture is really creepy, I'd rather my husband not have yellow and red glowing eyes.... 2 | Filled Their Hearts

[27 Dec 2004|11:38pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | Brand New ] The radio is haunting me with these songs.... So I write these poems that haunt me as well.... There's no helping me, I'm hopeless and lost in heartache.... Yes even ugly people can have broken hearts.... I'm stuck in the past with painted and broken cds.... Torn apart with every love song and every word that you say.... Damn, four months seems to fly by when you're pretending to be happy.... I'm going to kill this radio while I swing on starlight memories.... Friendliness is over rated and a lie.... Love the biggest lie, a lie I don't know but you told.... End this time with a word from your heart so I feel closure.... Never this will never happen not even in my candy coated dreams.... 9 | Filled Their Hearts

Notice!!!! [17 Dec 2004|02:22pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | none ] Ok since people at school are losers and like to spread rumors let me clear up a few things.... 1.If you have a problem with the fact that I went out with a guy who was Bi get over it, and no I did not break up with him beacause he was bi. 2.If you feel the urge to make fun of this person through out class activities you need serious help. So he is bi, I don't publicly humilitate the "cool" people even though they are shallow and slutty. 3.I am not going out with Jeff Bartlett he is my friend. If you were wondering you could have asked me instead of telling people that I was going out with him. 4.Stop talking about my friends, they are not lesbians and even if they were it doesn't matter. 2 | Filled Their Hearts

[10 Dec 2004|07:09pm] [ mood | accomplished ] 6 | Filled Their Hearts

[02 Dec 2004|08:38pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | None ] DID YOU HEAR ME! I SAID I MISS YOU! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU! WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THIS? Barely anyone comments in my journal this makes me feel sad and unloved.... I can't wait until tomarrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Poem time!!!!   Cause Cause tomarrow you might be gone and I won't get to say goodbye Cause someday I will get married and start a family Cause maybe we will never speak again and you will forget out me Cause I don't want to be alone I don't think I can go on.... Cause I have no hope 3 | Filled Their Hearts

[27 Nov 2004|01:58pm] [ mood | lonely ] What the hell no one is home!!!! I have no one to call! ahhhhhhhhh! I need someone to talk to!!!!!! Someone call me please!!!!!!!!!!!!! Filled Their Hearts

Who would name there kid Vavilil. [27 Nov 2004|10:19am] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Hammering ] I PUT UP CHRISTMAS LIGHTS ON MY HOUSE TODAY!!!! It was good fun, I'm so in the Christmas spirit right now, I played jingle bells on my guitar and thats amazing cause 1. I found all the notes myself and 2. I suck at the guitar! So yay! I feel like danceing around my house but sadly I can't cause there's boxes everywhere and there's a dude redoing our bathroom still so ya, I'll have to make do with dnaceing around my room. I wan't to sleep over someones house tonight, I would have someone over here but we oly have one bathroom at the moment and it's the size of our linen closet so ya that won't do. Ya that was my random story. <3 Jenee <3 Filled Their Hearts

[26 Nov 2004|04:18pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | none ] I went to the movies today and saw Finding Neverland, omg I'm inlove with that movie it was so awesome! And of course Johnny Depp did a trully amazing performance. It was quite sad though, I cried. And now for a random quote that I just found in my Peter Pan book: "This is queer!" Smee gasped. Sorry had to be done. I put this on Myspace but I liked it so It's going in here too. I miss.................... I miss walking around my nieghborhood I miss dancing around my yard with Alicia and Alissa I miss writing poetry that wasn't morbid I miss feeling pure I miss feeling sane I miss being skinny I miss having a crush on Matt Lynam I miss people calling me everyday I miss pretending I was a pirate in my backyard I miss wearing dinosaur shirts I miss obbsessing over the Backstreet Boys I miss my brother and sister and all my nephews I miss Alissa I miss being the giant, metal, asmatic, spider from Mars I miss my fort I miss the invisable flea village I miss my swing set I miss lunch time in 8th grade I miss my friendship with Stephanie I miss Pigs On Drugs I miss summer vacations with Alissa I miss our old couch I miss how things were and when I was younger. <3 Jenee <3 Filled Their Hearts

Yes this is my 3rd entry today but I'm really bored so deal! [25 Nov 2004|04:36pm] [ mood | embarrassed ] [ music | Santa Clause is coming to town ] 1. Kissed your cousin: no 2. Ran away: kind of 3. Pictured your crush naked: shirtless 4. Skipped school: not really 5. Broken someone's heart: I don’t think so 6. Been in love: I don’t know I don’t know if I was or not 7. Cried when someone died: ya 8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yes 9. Broken a bone: no 10.Done something embarrassing: oh plenty of times 11. Lied: some little white lies 12. Cried in school: Ya like 20 times WHICH IS BETTER: 13. Coke or Pepsi: both give me head aches 14. Sprite or 7UP: 7 up 15. Girls or Guys: um guys if your talking about love but both for friends 16. Flowers or candy: flowers 17. Scruff or Clean shaved: clean 18. Blondes or Brunettes: don’t care 19. Bitchy or slutty: bitchy I do bitchy well 20. Tall or short: doesn’t matter 21. Pants or Shorts: pants 22. Night or Day: dusk, right in the middle WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX: 23: What do you notice first: hair smile eyes so yap prob face lol 24. Last person you slow danced w: Mike G. ^^ 25. Worst Question To Ask: hahahaha here’s a flashback for alissa “do you like men?” THE LAST TIME: 26. Showered: this morning 27. Ran backwards: hahahaha yesterday oh dear 28. went to the movies: last Sunday with Jeffy WHAT IS (your favorite): 29. Your Good Luck Charm: my dragon necklace 30. Person You Hate Most: I don’t think I really hate anyone I dislike someone very much though 31. Best Thing That Has Happened to You this year: Becoming friends with Jeffy 32. Color: black 33. Movie: Van Helsing (the baby vampires pop hehehehe) 34. Picture on your desktop: My computer died but it used to have a picture of Michael Shanks on it. Omg he’s so hot! 35. Juice: apple of course 36. Finger: wedding ring finger hehe 37. Ice Cream: omg chocolate cookie dough mmmmmmmm 39. Season: spring 40. Breakfast Food: leftovers 41. Artist or Band: Coheed and Cambria and AFI ( I have to thank Jeff for getting me into those bands and burning me those cd’s) 42: Food: Chicken picata WHO... 43. Makes you laugh the most: Jeffy and Kelli 44. Makes you smile: all my friends 45. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: again all my friends they go out of there way to make me feel better hahaha Marissa and Alissa had me a cheer up Jenee party after a guy dumped me lol I love them! 46. Has A Crush On You: Prob no one 47. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yes I do!!!! 48. Who Has it easier? Girls or Guys?: guys 49. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: Oh dear still Jeff lol but also my crush hehe DO YOU EVER... 50. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: not anymore 51. Save AOL conversations: no 53. Wish you were someone else: sometimes 54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: NO!!!! 55. Forward secret e-mails: hahahaha I have BEST... 56. Cologne: What ever Jeffy wears 57. Perfume: Vanilla musk 58. Kiss: well I’ve only kissed one person so I wouldn’t know 59. Romantic memory: cuddling on my swing with Jeff, that memory makes me happy HAVE YOU... 60. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: no 61. Fallen for your best friend?: he wasn’t my best friend at the time 62. Made out with JUST a friend?: no 63. Been rejected: mmhmm 64. Been in love?: I don’t know if it was or not 65. Been in lust?: ya I think so 66. Used someone?: no never 67. Been used: most likely 68. Cheated on someone?: no 69. Been cheated on?: yep I have 70. Been kissed?: yes 71. Done something you regret?: no WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...(not counting family) 72. You touched?: I hugged one of my friends wendsday I don’t remember who though 73. You talked to?: Jeffy 74. You hugged?: one of my friends 75. You instant messaged?: Jeffy 76. that kissed you?: Jeff 77. You yelled at?: Ryan 78. Who Text Messaged You?: Jeffy 79. Who broke your heart?: *sigh* Jeff 80. Who told you they loved you?: All my friends give me that compliment often HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU... 81. Color your hair? no 82. Have tattoos? no 83. Have piercings below the waist? no 84. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? no 85. Own A Webcam?: no 86. Own a thong? Hahaha no 87. Ever get off the damn computer?: um ya I’m not a total addict 88. Sprechen Sie Deutsch? some 89. Habla espanol? no 90. Quack?: YAY!!!! 91. Stolen anything: no 92. Smoke? NEVER 93. Schizophrenic? Hahahaha sometimes 94. Obsessive? Oh yes deffinitly 95. Compulsive? yes 96. Obsessive Compulsive? Yes I am OCD but I’m getting better 97. Panic? yes 98. Anxiety? yes. 99. Depressed?yes 100. Suicidal? Not really Wow I have a lot of issues don’t I lol! That’s amusing.... 3 | Filled Their Hearts

[25 Nov 2004|02:21pm] [ mood | full ] [ music | The Drifters - White Christmas ] Ahhh Thanksgiving a day of fighting with my parents and putting up with my grandma telling me my hair looks like a turkey's ass (she doesn't like it when I spike my hair). But other than that I enjoy the food. I guess. I just can't wait till Christmas. I wicked excited to buy stuff for people.lol I really am. <3 Jenee <3 2 | Filled Their Hearts

I'm outside of your window with my radio! [20 Nov 2004|05:08pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Hawthorn Heights ] My dad is so annoying his answer to every thing today has been negative and has pissed me off. Hopefully his bad attitude he's in will ware off cause I really want to go to the movies with Jeffy tomarrow. Friday I stayed home from school cause my migrain came back like it always does. And the stupid guys who are redoing our bathroom woke me up, cause one guy can't speak english and the other guy was yelling at him right outside my window. Grrrr! Bowling was somewhat annoying today I'm not sure why.... I think it's cause I'm just finding everything annoying for some reason. Anyway There's nothing else to say really. <3 Jenee <3 Filled Their Hearts

One day we had no more pudding so I shaved my head! [17 Nov 2004|05:02pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Lit - My own worst enemy ] Because 7 out of 10 critics agree, no one like a bitch! Ya Alissa you made my day! Some people in my grade are imature and annoying and it pisses me off. Hey someone is spreading rumors about me, lets blame Marissa cause it's just the easy thing to do. Grr grr grr!!!!!! Oh my goodness gracious their going to make me cry! :.( Filled Their Hearts

Stollen from Jeffy [16 Nov 2004|12:20pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | Hawthorn Hieghts- Dissolve and decay ] Would you... Love me? :: Let me cry on your shoulder? :: Hug me? :: Kiss me? :: Take a bullet for me? :: (If you are not single then pretnd you r) Ever consider making a move on me? :: Filled Their Hearts

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